無愧於心 Not ashamed

DOI: 10.13140/RG.2.2.30370.76488

     最近，我在面書中轉載了一則「人在做，天在看！傷害過你的人，終有報應！」的發貼。其實，我欣賞這發貼，不在於關心傷害過我的人，有否報應；卻是發貼中建議我們要記住的第二件事：「再難也不做虧心事，再苦也不做無恥人。」雖然，不能肯定自己可以一生不做虧心事，終生不為無恥人，只是這可是我們的人生目標。

    我想到，我們可有高尚的理想，有偉大的志向，只是不少都是難以成真的。對！我們需要努力爭取，這才可以締造積極人生。有些宗教信徒卻認為，我們應該等待神的旨意，等待神跡發生。於是，有些人便批評這些宗教人士消極、黃老無為。

    有個人，他想當上總統、國家主席，想到發狂了。可是，他若要當上這樣的高位，可是天方夜譚、神跡奇事。於是，他要履行他的積極人生，努力去做、勉強去做、還過分去做。正所謂不可為而為之。按今天的情況根本永遠沒有可能，在今天的政權下完全寸步難行。等了很久，數代人了，為何仍然當不上總統？於是理所當然地破壞、暴力、擲汽油彈…，要使你認為害了你的政權、社會受到報應。只是，若我要當總統，我可能是瘋狂地等候神跡，而不會瘋狂地破壞社會，還要是人家的社會。我若要在經濟上有成就，就當努力認真地工作，而不是天天誣陷他人，興風作浪，只為了養活一班大懶子民。

    「再難也不做虧心事，再苦也不做無恥人。」相信我是一個無恥人。正如我相信，若我有能力揭發歐美國家的黑暗面時，我便是一名強姦犯。誰幹了虧心事？誰才是真正的無恥人？我不知！只是天知、地知、你們祖先所相信的上帝知。

Recently, I reposted a post on Facebook, "People are doing it, the sky is watching! Those who hurt you will receive retribution!" In fact, I appreciate this posting, not because I care about the person who has hurt me or whether there is retribution; but it is the other thing that mentioned in the posting: " No matter how hard it is, never do anything wrong; no matter how suffered you are, never be a shameless person.” Although, I am not sure that I will never do anything wrong in my life, and not be shameless all my time, but this can be a goal shared among us.

I think that we can have noble visions and great ambitions, but many of them are hard to be come true. It is correct that we need to work hard to create a positive life. Some religious believers believe that we should wait for God's will and wait for miracles to happen. As a result, some people criticised these religious beliefs as passive and inactive.

There is someone who wants to be the president of a country, he is too eager for the success that make him crazy. However, if he wants to be such a high position, it is a fantasy, and a miracle. Therefore, as he has to fulfil his value of living a positive life, he does it hardly, does it impotently, and does it excessively. With reference to the idiom: ‘Do it even it is impossible to do it’. According to today's situation, it will never be possible at all, and it is completely difficult to move a little bit under the authority today. After waiting for a long time, for several generations, you still cannot be a president. Therefore, you destroy, act violently, and throw petrol bombs toward the society... in order to make your government and the society suffers as you think that you have been harmed by them. In case, I want to be a president, I might be madly waiting for miracles, instead of madly destroying the society, much more, it is other people's society. If I want to be financially successful, I work hard earnestly, instead of frame others and make trouble every day. Especially the aim may only for feed a large group of lazy people.

"No matter how hard it is, never do anything wrong; no matter how suffered you are, never be a shameless person." I believe that I will be a shameless person. For example, I believe that if I have the ability to expose the dark side of European and American countries, I am a rapist. Who has done something wrong and is the real shameless person? I do not know! But the ‘I AM WHO I AM’, the God of your fathers knows.